Is this the veil receding? Deteriorating now Clarity is fleeting Inverting the soul Influence malign Inflicting the pain upon myself as I seek the divine Has the numbness faded? Pain and elation creating A newfound emotion most pleasing Is it divinity for myself that I am awaiting? Or simply the ending of suffering Sickening depravity take me How I must let it go Draining my humanity It's staining the floor Deeper the knife May invigorate life As the haze it is fading I am warmed While the body is cold My mind is racing Exacerbated by my pacing I'm hesitating This trembling blade My fate is waiting Inverting the ascension Am I divine or depraved? Witness my devotion Exodus by way of the blade This world is disgusting Degenerate masses Shall venerate Divine or depraved? Way of the Blade This world is disgusting I shall end all our suffering How I must let it go Draining my humanity It's staining the floor Deeper the knife May invigorate life As the haze it is fading I am warmed While the body is cold Has the numbness faded Pain and elation creating A newfound emotion most pleasing Is it divinity for myself That i am awaiting? Or simply the ending of suffering Sickening depravity take me Oh sickening depravity take me I long for the end of my suffering This world disgusting I shall end all our suffering Is it a sin for me To want to make the walls Crumble like you did? February 2011, You showed me the power you can only gain in heaven Splitting the earth into pieces in front of me Turning people's lives into ashes and sodomy I crave the power to take and give so freely Like you did Placing the blade against my flesh The warmth it washes over me As I feel my body fading cold Again I awake Its beckons echo in my skull Again the knife is calling From another it must be fed I must begin Stacking the bodies again and again Climbing this mound of corpses Stairway to divinity Is this the veil receding? Deteriorating now Clarity is fleeting Inverting the soul As I seek the divine Inflicting the pain upon myself With an influence malign Oh, how I must let it go Draining humanity As it's staining the floor Deeper the knife May invigorate life As the haze it is fading Now the body grows cold Has the numbness faded? Pain and elation creating A newfound emotion most pleasing Is it divinity for myself That i am awaiting? Or simply the ending of suffering Sickening depravity take me My link to humanity is slowly waning and fading Aching Pacing Hesitating